fall in my room it's getting colder outside. my main concern is............... what shall i wear today?!!!

ahahahaha.

seriously. i still have the stuff i accumulated in new york city sitting in this silly packing box in the middle of my room, awaiting my orders to get thee unpacked and stacked into bookshelves and clothes chests, get thee folded and tucked away into the back of a pantry, unobstructed and free from errant legs bumping thee, therefore denying thee existence that is due us all. the books and scrapbook things from los angeles that shiver in anticipation each time i step over them to get to the stack of clothes sitting on the futon, waiting to be ironed. yesterday i wore a new shirt because it was impress the bosses day, where even news editors wear fall tan, tweed jackets, making sure they outdress editorial assistants hunkered over their desks, buried under faxes, newspapers, press releases, printouts from various computers aged dot-matrix and laser.

.......... ah dammit. and the toronto things too, but at least i actually got laundry done for that trip right away! ahahahaha.

ewwwwww.

my room is such a freaky mess. it reminds me of my cousin's room in tigbauan, iloilo, that big old house with the endless rooms and the sudden bathroom your cousins lead you to that they swear is working and is devoid of spiders. there's endless secrets and stories in those rooms, and mine is chugging along the same merry, gloomy path theirs are. i'm sure there's a snake hiding somewhere in there. hi, pet snake. shall you greet me today or shall we play hide and seek this weekend?

dammit. they say your room is a reflection of what's in your head. that's not how my mind is. it's prolly just as well that it's colder outside coz i needta clean and organize again this weekend.   ¶ 10/06/2004 11:51:00 AM