simmering
my lovely lilac uggs. what's the difference between lavender and lilac? hmm.

watching other people have what you've always wanted is like having a mosquito constantly buzz in your ear. you wish you knew where it really wanted to bite so you know where to squash it dead.

ok so now you're wondering where the hell did that kinna comment come from? ahahahaha... from my first sip of coffee in over a month. (caramel mocha, yay!) and then from a crazy busy month to nothing going on in the last two days. sometimes i dislike quiet moments like this because i just end up watching what the hell i did wrong or look for something crazy to do. like contact friends in various crazy ways and blog.

but the good thing about downtime is that i did finally get to go shopping and take care of some personal stuff, but that's just made me realize how much more i need to do. and then i open my email and here's one from my professor who just repeated all the homework she announced in class the last time. poor prof. i don't want her to think that her material is boring, because it's not!

if i open my bag right this moment to take out my berlin class material, the velcro sound will echo throughout the room and people will look up out of curiosity because it's the only sound that's not clicking, tapping, printing, rolling, or inanely announcing newspeak. chicago's first real taste of warm springtime. the possibilities are paralyzing.  ¶ 3/30/2005 03:26:00 PM